Its christmas time again and we are preparing for another party in the unit. There are two more days to prepare, but I don't think that's enough. Ironically, all staff were confused as to the date. Some thought, like myself that it's going to be on the 17th but I was really shocked to know that it's going to be on the 16th. How did it happen?!?! I was the one who first informed everyone that its either 17 or 18, but now they just told me it's 16. I never heard of any meeting or whatever.
         Well, anyway, till now we only have Php 3,500.00 in our fund. Hahahaha..How can we go about that??? There's two more days. My fingers are crossed..A "MIRACLE" can happen..hehehe..This party planning is getting funnier everyday.
         Anyway, Kara and I were just talking this afternoon. I thought I was the only one wondering why our agency are not contacting us. It's been like a month already. I'll just call them after christmas if our contract is still good or else I'll apply in another agency.
         Another news for me today while sending invitations for our christmas charity. Kuya Mike and Ryan went to Dr. ********'s clinic to personally deliver the invites. Ate Letty (secretary) told them that she already gave Php 10,000.00 for CVOR-RR. Maybe CVOR just forgot that its for CVOR and CVRR. For heaven's sake they just forgot. And so I thought, are they really like that?Because I think they're good people with respectable conscience. But they're like telling everyone that they already have Php 30,000.00 in their fund and still going to collect money from their staff. And so its not just 30K.
        I can't go talk to them about that, i just can't, because I don't know if I can say it nicely. Honestly, I know I have a bad temper and so I don't want to make any effort to get what's just for us. I might make a scene, I don't want friction. I have an agressive personality and a peaceful working relationship is what I need. If only they were fair enough to share with us, but maybe they just thought the money is for them alone (that I'm not sure).
        However I still think there's miscommunication. They're not mean people. I know the OR is full of good people fair enough to share what is due for everyone.
        Pero kahit na siguro maraming pera ang CVRR parang ang hirap i-push through pa rin ang party namin. Ang dami naming conflict sa isa't isa, sampo lang kami nyan ha, what more kung madami kami. At first okay na sana na sa t.morato kami or timog but i found out na hindi naman pala okay sa lahat. Tapos nagka issue pa kami ni kuya mike regarding sa fund from Division of Nursing. And so I ran out of energy and motivation because no matter what I do, I cannot please and satisfy them all.
       Iba-iba kasi ang gusto. Kaya ako kahit ano na lang. Hindi din pwede na hindi pumunta kasi sampu na nga lang kami. Kahit siguro ano na lang. May gusto sa metrowalk , may ayaw din dun. May gusto sa fairview, may ayaw din. We can't come up with an idea suited for everyone. Or is it just because everybody's tooooooo stubborn and maramot to give up their personal preferences for camaraderie's sake??
       Bahala na nga lang, lalong nagiging complicated habang tumatagal, at habang tumatagal lalo din akong nawawalan ng gana sa lahat ng suggestion.